Have I mentioned I have Wednesdays and Fridays off? Because I do!!! I am enjoying my job, but oh.my.word how much I am LOVING that I have two days off to relax. I'm not sure I've ever called dusting and vacuuming relaxing before, but it's a nice diversion these days. And, what makes it even greater is that I can do it in my pjs. Praise!
Honestly, I haven't spent many moments dusting. After I scooted Eric and the girls out the door this morning, I changed clothes and went running. I haven't figured out a way to work that into my EARLY morning schedule, so I guess I'll have to do it on my days off.
Then, I had my quiet time.
Listen to me ..... I am feeling the absence of getting up early and not having a moment to dig in my bible. I'm having to go back to those little 2 minute snippets of Scripture (which are great), but not enough to satisfy what I long to do and that is to study. One thing that I learned years ago is that having devotions at night do not work the same with me as having them in the morning. I know some people can pull it off, but I'm just not one of those people. I'm hanging on by a thread and living too fully in the flesh if I don't take care of things in the morning.
But, that's just me.
I was talking with E's old kindergarten teacher yesterday morning (she's not old - E just had her two years ago - stay with me) before all the madness of school started and she told me she works it out by getting up at 4:30.
IN THE MORNING.
Please, dear Lord don't make me do that!
E overheard her tell me that and said, "Mom, you can do that! I'll help you. I'll set my alarm for you!"
Thank you, but NOOOO!
(A tiny part of me is even afraid to type it because maybe, just maybe He'll make me do it).
Anyway, without having to make a decision between the Word of God and brushed hair with makeup on, I'm going to try to shift some things around.
And, I have to do it quickly.
Because guess what?
Bible Study starts in less than two weeks!
At this very moment, I am wondering how I will pull off working, homework, running kids to activities, cooking, laundry, Eric's new schedule at work that involves LOTS of travel, teaching Sunday School and leading women's bible study at church, but am trusting God to help me organize my time ... and prioritize it appropriately.
Instead of lamenting the fact that life is busy, I'm asking God to keep me excited about it.
And, I am.
I sat down this morning and made some notes, looked over my bible study book and watched the promotional video.
Bring it on! I have no doubt, just as He always does, God has ordained this time in my life for this particular study. I already know some things He will ask of me and I've been fighting Him. It's time to just surrender and let Him be Lord over everything in my life.
But, please know I'm praying I don't have to surrender at 4:30 AM. Please, Lord!
11 comments:
Have you ever thought that God is getting you use to busy because he has a even bigger plan for your life. That is what I think. I have seen you grow so much in the past years, and God's hand has been in all of this. You have made yourself available for what he has asked of you and obedient. I think that you just need to put your seat belt and get ready for the ride because bigger things are going to happen my daughter. I love you and am so anxious for this bible study. I need to be brought to his table for I am so hungry for him and his word. Love you so much.
Mom
You can do this! HE can do this!!! HE wants this for you! He is for you!! I know, because He does it for me every single day. I work, take care of the kids, let the laundry and dishes go sometimes and love my bible study time with God. Reprioritize. It has to be done that way or you’ll let it go altogether and if you’re anything like me, your bible study is life-giving-it breathes life into your days! I think you would really enjoy reading this today: http://www.incourage.me/2009/08/courage-to-be-you.html
And, you're going to absolutely LOVE Daniel even more after this study is over!
Blessings, Amy
I can say - it is very HARD working 40+ hours a week, church, quiet time with the Lord, finding time to spend with children & husband, house chores, children's activities and homework each night, but trust me - He will give you what you need to make it through it each week.
Thanks for your sweet comment. GOD used it to bless me so.
Oh, I just love your Mom's comment-wow! What insight and encouragement! Totally blew every word I had planned to write out of my head:-)
You are able because He will provide, even at 4:30am. Missed you and getting excited! Hope you have me down for a book !
Praying for you and loving the beautiful pic of you and the girls!
See ya soon,
lb
I am really sad I won't be joining you ladies in yet another bible study. I have school this semester and I have class on Monday nights...I do, however, have faith in you and your abilities to multitask.
I read in the newspaper about your schools upcoming 5k run/fundraiser. How exciting!
oh my goodness is there a 5:30 - 2 times a day? I only know of 5:30PM! LOL
PJ
I am so excited because we're doing the Daniel study next too! I can't wait to hear your thoughts on it. Oh, I wish I lived closer so I could study with you. You have such great insights. We start in two weeks and its taking everything in me not to crack it open right now and get started. =)
I can so relate. It has been so hard not having the time in the morning to dig in and just trying to make it through the day with a few minute snippets. Fortunately, I have a 30 minute drive to work so I get my praise on and listen to some Beth Moore or other sermons when I can.
Praying you find the time you need with Him!
I laughed out loud when you said you were afraid to type it. I've thought that before about things.
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